Pleasure is my business, my life, my joy, my purpose.

Quyn (HNT)

While I was in Juneau I bought a sports bra which is smaller than recommended for my breast size. I bought it for the sole purpose of using it as a binder, turning my large breasts into a still-large-but-slightly-smaller chest. I wore it while performing in Julius Caesar and quite a bit around Juneau in general.

I haven’t worn it too much since I’ve been back in Seattle, partially because on days I know I won’t be doing much outside the house I tend to wear things that are comfortable and loose, partly because I have been feeling rather femme lately whenever we have decided to go out, and partly because I’m not completely comfortable showing off this masculine identity to the world yet.

The last few days, however, I’ve been feeling more and more like binding, packing, changing my gender presentation to one that is more masculine. I woke up this morning and just knew I was going to bind.

I’m still not comfortable enough going out here. Juneau was more comfortable, but less comfortable for other things. I don’t know this part of myself well enough to show it to people here yet, but I’m working on it.


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  1. Callaigh

    That’s a very handsome picture.

    I love all of your gender presentations. They’re all awesome!

  2. Hot! You present as butch (or butch-ish) so well. Tellya what, one of these times when we’re up visiting, if you’re feeling comfy, you Quyn it up and I’ll be your femme arm candy. We’ll scandalize Capitol Hill. (Well, probably not, but it’s fun to think about anyway!) ;)
    .-= Amber´s last blog ..What’s New, Or Not =-.

  3. Onyx

    Rawr. You look better in that shirt than I do. Trade ya for that black one of yours that I like? ;p
    .-= Onyx´s last blog ..Where to now? =-.

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