I want to gather your darkness
in my hands, to cup it like water
I want this in the same way
as I want to touch your cheek –
it is the same –
the way a moth will come
to the bedroom window in late September,
beating and beating its wings against the cold glass,
the way a horse will lower
his long head to water, and drink,
and pause to lift his head and look,
and drink again,
taking everything in with the water,
I’m Tai Fenix Kulystin a queer fat trans genderqueer polyamorous switch.
Pronouns: they/them or any gender neutral .
I started this blog in 2007 as my personal exploration of all aspects of my life and relationships, including gender, sexuality, spirituality, kink, polyamory, and pleasure.